Mamma Gallagher: Quick Update-changes & challenges

So I got a new phone which helps me to take pictures easier of my little girl. However, with all the changes that have been going on I haven't had nearly enough time to go through everything or post pictures that I want to. So I am trying to keep up with everything, but it has been hard.

One of the biggest news and challenges is starting a new job and going back to work. I am so excited for a new chapter in my life and a better life for our family. However, I never imagined it would be so hard. I have always thought that I would love to go back to work and have that "balance' between work and family. But, it just harder that I thought it would be. I know she is in good hands, but it isn't the same as me taking care of her all day. I just feel like I am missing out on so much and I miss her tons. I think I went through a kleenex box at least over this. I usually get home and scoop her up right away. I like every mom in this position worry if she still knows me and who her parents are *sigh*. I would love a perfect world of being able to work 3 days a week and then be home the rest with her.

It has also been challenging adjusting to a new schedule; with work, adjusting to not being home and her new schedule and trying to keep up with all the household duties, spending time with Brooklyn when I do get home, spending time with Bryan, trying to catch up with friends and family and oh yeah then maybe there is some me time at the end of the day-HA! Most nights lately I haven't been able to sit down until 9-9:30 at night and I am just exhausted. I hope it will get easier, but right now I am just trying to stay positive and pray that the magical nap fairy will come over for a little bit, haha.